Hello,
I suffer with an eating disorder, Bulimia Nervosa. Unfortunately, I also have to battle with other mental Illnesses which are Bipolar 2, Social Anxiety and Generalized Anxiety. I'm currently in a depressive episode of my Bipolar, so in my blog I will often refer to the depressive part of my Bipolar to Depression. I also deal with self harm and laxative abuse. I'm suicidal and I've attempted 3 times. I am now in recovery. I have to be seen daily by a therapist because I am a danger to myself and I'm constantly on the edge of being sent to hospital.
Those are my disorders. I am a person. I used to have interests like reading and listening to music, I also used to blog. I'm trying to get the old me back and I'm forcing myself to do the things I used to enjoy.
I want my life back. Recovery is hard but I'm going to keep fighting until the bitter end. I am here for anybody going through similar situations.
Destroy what destroys you.
Your story sounds pretty similar to mine. I also have a secret ED. Keep strong.
ReplyDeleteI've recently been diagnosed with stage 1 anorexia - she said I wasn't as bad as some because my intake is 300-500 . I'm not sure but everyone forces me to eat and today I binged and had a few bits of a cinnamon roll :( why me. I just wanted to be skinny and now im fighting something I never thought id have . Your blog is what keeps me strong
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