That's when the beginning of the end begun.

2013 IS HERE. No more complaining, lets get off our butts and lose this weight.

I had been doing so well before new year, but yesterday and today i binged. SHIT. But in a weird way i think i needed it. The self hatred after binging is a feeling i don't want anymore. I'm stopping, i'm gaining all control back.

I need to reach my first goal. But i always seem to reach 112 pounds and can't seem to get any lower and it unmotivates me. NOT THIS TIME. I will starve and exercise until i am below!

2013 is the year i will get thin. I am being serious. Fuck food.

Bekah
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