Can you believe that my mum actually forced me to show her my stomach last night. Then she gave me another lecture on how my so skinny, that I don't eat enough, blah, blah. It is so boring now!
I had a whole week off school. Yeah I only have one week left before my work experience. Crap, yes I just realised that I have so much course work to do for English, geography, science and god knows what else. And I only have one week to complete it! How the hell an I gunna finish all of that when I am my allowed to take it home! Oh god man I wanna be sick, this is awful. I am such a lazy bitch I really could of got out of bed and went to school. I suppose I am just gunna have to be behind. What an idiot I am.
Gunna have a lovely stressful week ahead of me. Hopefully this will distract me from food!
Bekah
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hey :) try not to beat yourself up about the past.. and its ok to have a bed day once in a while - some may even say its good for you ;) lol My mum used to go on at me all the time but I think everyone has written me off as a lost cause.. Good luck and well done for hitting your gw and being 115 <3 I know you can get to all your other gws too - stay strong hun x
ReplyDeleteHey, yeah I suppose it is good every once and a while! Thank you, soon I will be 110lbs yay! Stay strong too! Thanks for following me! Xx
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