Just carved 'fat' into my leg. I am so pathetic. I want to fast tomorrow but I cant. I am throwing my lunch out before I get to work so I don't even have to temptation. New me tomorrow I swear down that everything will change. Need to get an elastic band to snap when i get hungry. I don't deserve to eat. I want to be empty again. I don't know what I weight but I recon I weigh about 120. I'm not letting him buy me anything tomorrow, I will just scream in his face. I will be strong. Net tomorrow I want to be under 200 or even minus cals. I want to feel skinny again. Can't even feel my ribs anymore )':

Bekah
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